Seeing with More than Your Eyes
Yin is the more subtle of the two interacting forces that shape the world around us. Remember that Yin is substance and form, heavy and deep, dark and complex and also remember that it is fundamentally mysterious. The nature of Yin collects and holds the wisdom of our ancestors, the knowledge of how life was lived and what was valued both for humans on this plane, and for every other being, and every other manifestation on every other wavelength and on every other dimension throughout time, space, and beyond. Woah! If you feel like you need to reread that sentence a few times — I had to rewrite it a few times so that it made any sort of sense at all. That’s because of the very properties of Yin the sentence is trying to describe. There aren’t any words that can capture it completely. How it works in our lives can be glimpsed and sometimes analyzed, but never truly known.
In particular, the dynamic of the 23rd Qi Node, 小寒 Xiǎohán, is even harder to discern. We don’t have the direct experience of an incredibly long night like at Winter Solstice, nor do we have the palpable change in the weather patterns that help us see the movement of Qi in the environment like in late spring or late fall. Instead, much of our ability to understand this node has to do with softer sensations like our emotional needs, our dreams (or lack thereof), and the reminiscence and reflection that move to the fore of this time of the year.
The Imminent Decline of Yin
A classic metaphor to qualify Yin at this Qi Node is the image of a dowager empress acting as regent for her young son. She has been ruling things for several years and her power is absolute (Qi Node 22: Winter Solstice), but the young emperor is getting older and it will not be much longer before she will have to cede the throne to her son. She is still very much in control of her surroundings, but she too is getting older and the knowledge that she will not be able to remain in her post forever is now undeniable.
This narrative helps us to understand the movement of Yin and Yang during this time of the year where Yin is still the dominant force, and its ability to shape everything in our environments is just like the powerful Empress Regent. Yang is young, just reborn at the height of the Empress’s power during solstice and is growing toward self-awareness every day. Yang is still vulnerable though and easily misdirected. It has little of its own identity and relies almost entirely on the nurturing depth of Yin to keep it safe. Yet despite this dependence, the Empress Regent Yin feels the drain of constantly nourishing her burgeoning young Emperor Yang more than she did in the past. Her resources are beginning to wane, and it is time to prepare for transition.
Experiencing 小寒 Xiǎohán
Often people start to inhabit an emotional space called the “Winter Blues” during this time of the year. It now even has a loose diagnosis called SAD or seasonal affective disorder and has been biomedically linked to reduced exposure to sunlight and lower levels of Vitamin D. In response to this biomedical explanation, there has been a proliferation of desktop lamps that mimic sunlight and an increase in supplements of Vitamin D to help “counteract” the effects of the season. Interestingly, even in more equatorial parts of the world where the variance in daily sunlight hours is much smaller than in more polar regions, many people still report feeling more melancholic, less-motivated, and nostalgic or regretful. Our modern desire to avoid these types of feelings has motivated researchers and product manufacturers to create tools to help us minimize these emotions and continually reorient ourselves toward activity and ebullience.
Why we are so driven as modern people to skirt any association with non-exuberant emotion is a much longer conversation of Western (read modern) people’s negative relationship with Yin stuff and the celebration, and even worship, of Yang stuff for thousands of years. For now, let me say that the movement toward inactivity, slower days, longer hours sleeping, deep reflection, a want to apologize for past transgressions, and a sense that there is a deep yawning void “out there” is completely normal and appropriate. It is the nature of Yin to stretch out endlessly in front of us during this time of the year, and as we stand on the precipice of that enormity, it can make us feel small, insignificant, and utterly without value in the great scheme of things. The beauty of looking at the movement of life through the various qi nodes and the seasons is that even in the face of Yin’s disconcerting profundity, we know that its overwhelm is temporary. It is a glimpse at what our, and many other’s, reality is made from and stitched with, but it is not an end in-and-of-itself. In fact, it is this very complexity that creates the nursery for Yang, for activity, for analysis, for execution of tasks and plans. So, sit with your reminiscence. Spend time with your feelings of inadequacy. Embrace your lack of motivation to do big things and make the things you do smaller. Take the experience of your past and the pasts of other people and begin the soft stages of imagining what the next year could be. Weave regret into the fabric of who you are so that you can rely on what it has taught you as you spin the cloth of a coming new year.
Conduct During the 23rd Qi Node
Historically, many Chinese people used this and the next qi node to begin cleaning the interior of their homes in preparation for the socialization of Spring. They spent time indoors and eschewed many social engagements (often because in Northern China it was literally too cold and snow-covered to go outside and travel anywhere), eating foods that had been long-cooked and then reheated or even eaten cold when the dish suited it.
For contemporary people, 小寒 Xiǎohán is an opportunity to think about the coming year. To take it easy and brew cups of coffee or tea to drink as you spend time with yourself or your immediate family and avoid overextending yourself in work, tasks at home, or social obligations. The time for revelry is coming in about a month, but it’s not here yet. Creative efforts should be limited to planning stages and brainstorming, but real creation, especially of anything new, should be tabled until later in Spring. Exercise should be slow and minimal, focusing on stretching, shaking, tapping, and simple calisthenics. Definitely no marathon runs or intense mountain hikes, and minimize your sweating above all else. That kind of vigorous activity demands that Yang qi get up from its nest and rise to the surface to provide the necessary energy and force to get those tasks done, and it is far too young and fragile to have such demands made of it. Yang will respond to your call (you are still alive of course), but the cost to its available resources later in the year will be greater and could reduce the amount of available Yang over the course of your life. It is much better to wait and sync those vigorous types of activities with the right seasons.
Take your time. Take your rest. Appreciate the constantly changing nature of your environment. After all, experience is the point of embodiment.